Tea and Cakes

See, tomorrow is the day the a level results are out in the uk. One of my half brothers will be getting his results, and finding out where he gets to go to college. It’s not going to be a big suprise, he’s going to have done really well, he’s super intelligent. The thing is, I’m not in touch with them. I’m happy about that, I don’t want to be around them and see the positive reaction to his results and compare that to how things are with me. But I’ve no problem with him, I’d like to be able to congratulate him. I know I will, in a month or so, when he’s off at college and I won’t cause ructions by being in touch.
It just got me thinking that it’s a bit sad really. But even the thought of going back into that part of my family makes me tense and stressed out. I didn’t think it would at this point. I’m guessing it’ll get easier.
Really, I think my hormones are just playing up and making me think too much about things I shouldn’t worry about.