Much much calmer now
So, the cure for my extreme annoyance would appear to be doing the part of my job I like best.
I don’t want to write about what I do on here, but anyone reading this knows what it is and yesterday was heaps and heaps of fun.
Sometimes my anger does scare me a bit though. I got it under control at university (I used to really flip out), but it does come out now and then (Twice in the last year I think) – mainly out of frustration with other people. What’s kinda worrying is that I really felt the need to lash out and hurt the other day – emotionally, not physically, but hell, the difference is that I can probably hurt more effectively emotionally. Thing is, I know who I get this trait from. And that I really don’t like.
OK, from tomorrow I’m going back to chirpier posts about plants and gardening and nice things to drink and eat.